Wednesday, November 9, 2011

Call You Home

We are on a different page now, you and I. 
You, no longer have much to offer me except some occasionally good company.  
I belong somewhere else              because my heart is no longer in this.
 Be shocked, See if i care. 
      see if that will change my mind,                                                                                      because it wont.

I gave somEthing to someone And Don't think I will ever get it baCk.
{not that I am asking for it.}
 I liKE where it is.
I like the hands it is in.
I trust those hanDs,
and those hands are not where you are.
I need to be where I am wanted and treasured more.

This is something I have never felt. 
I am juMping in,
                          letting every inch touch the water,
  hoPing I remember how to swim. 
Waiting for the lifeguard to bring me in from a rushing current.

I have been scared,
but blessed with gratitude for what I have and what I know i have to still accomplish there. 


I am looking at this as the next step. 

I have been called on a mission. 
I have been called home. 


 Because now,  I call you home