The most Perfect.

Let me tell you right quick a few things that I want.. you know, just off the top of my head. 

first and foremost, I WANT MY EARS TO POP! colds are the worst...


       
         I want my room to magically always be clean. Fairy godmother..maybe?
I want to be content, even when I am unhappy, even when the going gets rough.


I want to be the one in control of where I am going to end up, You know, when someone calls me lovely wifey.


                    I want a boyfriend...I do. I run the risk of Jinxing it, I am admitting it.


I always always want to feel like I am where I belong. Where I can do the most good for the world, and where I can grow., quickly,  while taking my time. like a weed.

I want to have a baby, maybe one with a disability, not now, not real soon, but someday. Future someday.

I want September to come, when I am the most perfect version of myself.


                                   I want to swallow my pride. Suck it up and do what is right. 


I want to wake up earlier. Rise early and do good things.

       I want to keep my promises. To myself , just as much as  I strive to do for you. 

I want to eat healthier. get in shape and be confident about wheat I see in the mirror.
I want to like running. Not feel like I am going to pass out cold when I have only gone a couple blocks.


        I want to volunteer, Have a real live true passion for it.




Yikes.  I want lots...

"Theres a right way to live and be happy, it is choosing the right every day"